sleepless nites

Besides this Catastrophic cold that has been chasing me for weeks now. I have found that i make it hard on myself somehow for sleep.. Akward dreams have been crowding my mind. Such as the constant ticking of a clock than the bell rings and black and grey figments streach across my eyes. There is also the dream that i have had since i was about 10. where im with 3 people in a car, we see something in the middle of the street swerve to miss.. and go fling into a lake.. i live becuase of course i for some reason know how to get out of a sinking car. The other who is with us. a male survives.. yet the third ccan never make it out. no matter how many times we hold our breath to retreave them. i have no insite of what this might mean. but i have had this dream for a long time. Its accually starting to anoy me more than usuall.


Other than that.. im starting to believe that sleep is usless.

everything is good though life wise..
no crazy events draging me to the core of the earth. Nothing of others Drama anoying the piss out of me. basically i think people are starting to realize that i trully sometimes dont give a shit. (I love people wining about the samething for weeks on end).

Going to do something new with hair. Thinking it will involve a wild color of so sort.. Maybe hot pink or Big Bird yellow. ha that would be fantasic.

How about that

Where did the change come from in our lifes. Everybody want to be apart of something, but sometimes we happen to throw it away. In several cases we move, or feel the need to have something more.. but as we look back on the things that could have been it seems to be a little past depressing. our one time friends have found new. and now we are in the back of there minds. sometimes i wish that i would not have traded school so often. for the fact of having such great friends. but i always seem to find myself in predicaments. that are life changing. who ever knew such small details could change a persons life forever. i miss all the times when life was more simpler and he only thing that people we were worried about is if we could go to a friends or how late we were allowed to stay out in one night..

i remember coming home for a weekend, and i went with a bunch of friends.. one of the greatest times ever... we were out kinda late for normal. it was weird.. a bunch of 17 year old running around till 1 in the morning.. not that late.. but the trill of getting to stay out later than 11 was splendid.

riding around for no reason. just to be with friends. one of the greatest things that we have. i miss friends. not having all my friends as close as they were before is often sadening.

Marvel Madness

I'm undelighted to say that the people of this universe believe that there should be a Spiderman musical. Yes it might happen. i think that the Wonderful Marvel people have gone to far. 1 Spiderman, fantastic 4 is enough for me. I was very disappointed when they did the Hulk, thinking that it would turn out great.. it didnt.. sorry. not that im not a fan. the comics are great.. they just should have left it all at that.

musical wise though.. i am in love with hairspray. it was fantastic. no doubt about it.

also Christmas is coming up. and im not in the mood to decorate. anything. no cookies.. or house or tree.. i really do not even want a tree.. but do to my stubborn boyfriend and mom i am going out to the tree farm and getting a tree.. however my mom insist on supervision. because of the tree that i had choosen last year. it was indeed the Charley brown of christmas trees..

well puppets that is what i have for you today.

Movie Sequels

I have to say that i'm Disappointed With Shrek The Thrid. The first two were great. and a big dud for the last..

people have gone overboard the land before time movies.. what is there now 11 of those. The first one wasnt even great.. why keep going.

Childs Play first couple great after not so intelligent.

basically there should really be no sequels with out my permission