a mind can be filled with so much.. this is just one way to let it all go

Friday, February 8, 2008

sleepless nites

Besides this Catastrophic cold that has been chasing me for weeks now. I have found that i make it hard on myself somehow for sleep.. Akward dreams have been crowding my mind. Such as the constant ticking of a clock than the bell rings and black and grey figments streach across my eyes. There is also the dream that i have had since i was about 10. where im with 3 people in a car, we see something in the middle of the street swerve to miss.. and go fling into a lake.. i live becuase of course i for some reason know how to get out of a sinking car. The other who is with us. a male survives.. yet the third ccan never make it out. no matter how many times we hold our breath to retreave them. i have no insite of what this might mean. but i have had this dream for a long time. Its accually starting to anoy me more than usuall.


Other than that.. im starting to believe that sleep is usless.

everything is good though life wise..
no crazy events draging me to the core of the earth. Nothing of others Drama anoying the piss out of me. basically i think people are starting to realize that i trully sometimes dont give a shit. (I love people wining about the samething for weeks on end).

Going to do something new with hair. Thinking it will involve a wild color of so sort.. Maybe hot pink or Big Bird yellow. ha that would be fantasic.

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